2014 was the year when I lost everything: I had lost myself, and losing myself I lost my relationship, then I lost myself even more. It was a hard fall, still is. I lost a brother-in-law in a very quick divorce to my oldest sister, I had to deal with really ugly heavy stuff, I shouldn't have too. I lost a nephew before I could even start picking names for him, or her... I found ugly secrets about my family, I lost a job that I thought that I really wanted and that would really turn things around for me. I found out that I have an esophageal disease and that there was I chance that I could have cancer (thankfully dodged that bullet), and finally almost lost my grandmother to a heart attack. That was the closest I ever was to seeing what death really looks like, and it changes you.
Everything was dark, so dark that I couldn't see anything besides the darkness that had surrounded me for almost a whole year. Things went completely downhill from March until... right about now.
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